what im going to post is quit controversal but not pin-pointing any stiuation or person. .just wanna write out to share n to let u knw the concern of certain things.

During CG worship, i saw an image where i was standing along a cliff and shouted to God. .shouting out desperatly and seeking earnestly but . . no reply.
the only thing replied me was my echo.

I told myself, i will not come to a point where i can only turn to God and start seeking and shouting. .realising im just a step away from death. I don't want to be left alone. How do i come here without God's guidance? its impossible.

Today an aunty driver asked n questioned me about Christianity.
the most popular question 'they' are concern is -It is true that chrisitan donate money to the church?

Be wise in answering that question. Not some BUT all aunties will ask that.
i would tell them the difference on Tithe n Donation. Willing to obey n Obligation. Bible promises on Tithe n example to support my faith. -Mal 3:10

Thats all and stop there. When a person doesn't believe in what you share, there wont be any miracles or sign and wonders happen.

the second question they would ask is Will you join your grandparents' 70 or 80 or 90 birthday dinner? And she continued, " i met many negative testimony, they always say no time but can go to church on sat n sun.

personally, i'm an example who seldom stay at home but i DO go for grandparents' birthday dinner. i wanna show them that i love them.

its nothing wrong to go church as we love church too! its difficult for us to chose between the both choices, really. its really a bit unfair, usually they can't wait for you to finish your First sentence and bring in another point. eventually they will think that you christian is so unreasonable and you go church to learn not to honour your father and mother?

ok so urgue is not useful. Saying foolish words is also unwise. Something like " my heavenly God is my father, your stomach are just borrowed to give birth to me."
HELLO!!!! dehz..not sure which christian said that but the bible did not say that, rit! I know my red colour Bible stated "honour your father and mother." even is our earthly parents! If you can't honour them, how much more can you honour Heavenly father and vie versa.
Don't be a disgrace to Jesus and all Christian.

what can we do? Plan your time wisely; use the time to stay @ home to Show your Face and presence. They will be more than happy.

The journey to Expo was long. The aunty continued and told me about her budda thingy ..just listen and smile back. no use arguing.

The last thing she told me was about a Christian died and the non-believer of the family went to a teller to ask for the christian spirit to talk to them.

Firstly, it is not truth whatever the spirit says. In bible stated that there are also other spirit which is the evil spirit.

Secondly, we all know that the devil comes to steal, to kill and to destroy. What was the spirit doing through the teller? It has a high chance that its the devil comes to steal away their heart, to kill the soul of the family memebr and to destroy their faith towards Jesus.

Thirdly if is a christian, why use a method which is not stated in the Bible?
Why they want to search for the dead in the first place?
What's the motive of the spirit?

Many unbeliever does not know many truth stated in the Bible. We cant blame them but at least we can correct their misunderstanding and at the same time guide our hearts.

Through the journey, i realised one thing, unbelievers are very concern for their family. No matter how bad we think our family is, we still are light and salt over there. They may demand and have high expectation but I believe "i can do all things through Christ who strengths me."

Despite busy over school work, Works, CCA, Cg or ministry, physical health, Mind, Spirit. We cannot affort to neglect family.