Hmm i think yesterday had a good rest. cos during MBW lecture, i didnt feel like sleeping haha er..or i think today's just onli 2 hrs. tuesday one was 3 LONG hurs...

yea n friday! had 3 hrs break before Econs. went to ira's grandma's hus to slack. watched 'vel hellsing' disk A. at first e player onli displayed black n white, which happened on thur when Ruzaina n ira watched 'constatine'. after hard work of trying to figure which wires went wrong, nothing happens. so gave up trying and accept the colourless display. haha nevertheless something good happened, the tv eventually showed CLOLURS! haha Praise the Lord!
had a great time over there.

after that ira went off with boyfriend, Ruzaina waiting for her parents. happened to saw Rong Ping and chatted for a while and went off to meet Rubez & Jason. so on the while, saw a friend and chatted with him. haha i think i like to talk sia haha

went IKEA with Rubez, Jason & Ray to have our dinner. haha had ordered many things: large plate of meatballs, 6 picecs chicken wings, Fish & chips, Spagetti, cheesecake, chocalate mouses, chocalate almond cake & last but not least - Diam cake! Diam cake is VERY NIce!!!
Yummy, u wont get sick of it! *loves

haha ok food all over my mind...
Ray's out of camp for thz week n quit surprise to c his new look he's bit tanned and botak! i realised that all guys became quiter after NS. don u gals think so?
another thing i found out is that what the NS ultimate aim is to train the so call 'unbeatable' man. haha y i say that cos, Ray's staminal and strength suddenly became above & beyond what he n us can think of. he actually WaLked from Douby Ghout to his hus! n said it's no kick! ok haha i was stunned. He's the same Ray we know :)

O man today an accident nearly happened right before my eyes.
Jason & Rubez they are half way crossed the road, after a van past by, but Never did anyone know that it reverse speedily!!! It was very very near Jason & Rubez, only a few centimeter away! O man , i watched the driver's expression- he was emotionless! how can he be so stupid, was he on purpose? wat was he trying to do at that time? did he always did that? have he ever knocked any one down before? I WAS VERY ANGRY! i suspect he is a criminal. If not for God's protection, i think an accident will happened at 9.35 pm. Really thank God that he saved my friend's lives. Thank God he did not allow this to happen. Thank God that he taught us not to J-walk again :p hahaha

o tml gonna wake up early to help out in children church hehe so happy
but hope that not many naughty kids. n pray that nothing serious will happen and God's wisdom will guide me through. k la should go rest cya

God bless

ok e last blog took me quit a while to wrtie den e blogger like hang...everything's gone!!!!
o gosh~

ya den need to write again..so diao!
ya la as i was saying tml is Jia Min birthday. n i found out from friendster that i have 4 groups of frz birthday are together :

30th sept: Eugene & Clarence
1st oct: Ira & Michelle
6th oct: Thomas & Thomas
(Sppos) (church)
8th oct: Lynde & Marilynn

haha HAppi Birthday to U all!!! May God bless you in your coming in & going out, in health, in studies, in work place and in relationships. May all your visions & goals come true. :D

this is the 1st day i read the book 'HAppiness'. the first thing it talked about is finding wisdom & unerstanding. So it started off with 'HAPPINESS BEGINS WITH WISDOM & UNDERSTANDING'. so i thouht to myself, why is wisdom n understanding? soon i found out, in life u need perspective. outthemost, wisdom & understanding will bring u through life. when u found reality is untouchable & unbearable, God's word is the source of your guidance & perspective.
However it is when a question is asked, 'Do you seek wisdom?' that strucks me. haha i don usually do that... 'Then seek it ever day of your life. seek it with consistency and purpose.' Wao~ with purpose! it changelle me to ''Open' my eyes and brain big big' haha kidding la but open my heart to Holy spirit n learn.

o yes wanna thank Phileo helping me to do thing. haha. Yea, when u asked, u will received. Thanks again. :D

ok cya
God bless

o` first week of scl is going to end soon, thk following weeks will not be that relax anymore..haha

hmm Happi Birthday to jIa mIn. Her birthday is tml n i found out i hAV 4 groups of friends birthday together. haha they are not Twins la juz happen to be on the same date, o man. . i havt prepare present lo..

Hey GUys over here i wanna wish you to have a blessed ____ birthday!
May God bless your coming and going out, in your health, studies, work place and empowered you in realtionships. May all your visions & goals come true.
Amen? :D
+ + + + + +
30th sept: Eugene & Clarence
1st Oct: Michelle & Ira
6th Oct: Thomas (sppos) & Thomas (church)
8th Oct: Lynde & Marilynn

today slacked the whole day..haiz i thk im taking this semester timetable for granted. got free time keep wastin it Arghhhhhhh~~~ cannot la cannot. actually i wanted to read my notes again and recap de...in the end, i went online and cant stop. ''' diao lo

ok la i think i need to stop here. cya
God Bless

Yeah~~
today's Gems was very very very slack. haha so happy, i chose SCents, cENTS, AND sENSE. Its abt perfume course. The lecture's name : Mr Colin. He has a pair of bright eyes, trimmed eyebrown and neat moustach. overall give people a clean impression. haha he was late for 20 mins today; said went to print our notes and after that wanted to show us a video to have an over view of this course. haha in the end, the com couldn't project the image and YES! the class ended at 2.30 wahaha
my first time Gems...its so slack! hahahahaha
So HAPPy!!!

den today cell group is at Gabriel's hus. His mum blessed us Pizza, O man so nice. den brought many flavours of mini size snow skin mooncakes. Yummy. nice nice. thank God that my hus here are selling 3 for $2.50. In total brought 9 mini-mooncakes + 1 1.5l Green tea = $9.55. Yeah~~wise spending.

before cg cracked many cold jokes..haha included the Ant stories hahaha
den one of my friend, he too cold, nearly forzen haha juz crap around.
ya later will sleep early..yesterday sleep time was too short.
hmmm got to revise my work later :)

O yEs!! Thank YOu BEN.
Ben has blessed me 'Happiness' by Rev A.R.Bernard. It was a book i was hoping to get, from my salaries. I was touched when i know that you meant to bless me. Hey ben thanks again. Im over the moon now haha very happy. haha :E
i hope everyone are blessed by each's demonstration of love and testified God's love too.

when i reached home, my dad told me he got a bonus and planning to help me buy personal stuff and finally we can have a new fridge. He gave me $50 for transportation yeah, Praise the Lord, it came at the right time man!
O another happy thing is that tml lesson will only starts at 1pm wahahaha
its my first time to start a afternoon class! haha very happy!!!

:D cya
God Bless

hmmm now is 1.08am, came back after work and had my shower.
im tire i think..my leg pains again...i really want to thank Umnu & Shaun. haha thank them allowing me to take a rest at the staircase. This time round, the pain is not same as last time, it really hurts inside out. I guess its time to accept the fact that i need to wear shoes with height.

o i slept during MBW. i guess i don like the voice of the lecture, she juz make me sleep everytime. haha. im not joking la but if this carries on, i think i wont be able to pass lo...any suggestion how to deal with this type of voice~~~? the moment she open her mouth, u can see me lying on e table liao haha

haha had fun in wrk place. joked around with Umnu, Shu Ying and Shaun. haha crappy shaun makes funny faces and the Ant stories from Shu Ying was funny too. Umnu is doing at Holland Village for the last day...will miss her smile and spect haha

so far so good, coping well with scl reopening and work. thk first week nothing much. Ahh tml has presentation.

Yeah tml celebrating mooncake festival with cell group friends. hope that i will have enough time to prepare the refreshment. haha hmm i think thats all for now...o ya..i need to learn how to put up music and pictures. haha gotta find time to learn, so wait for small surprises in due season haha cya

God Bless

tml scl reopening...

this week Pastor kong really preached a Romantic sermon hahaha
i like romantic guy; put in thoughts and creativity for dating. i guess all girls like to be treated this way.

its so nice of Carloynn to give one of her roses to me, after service. haha. really enjoyed myself throughout the lessons of Making Marriage Work. I believe non-christian will also be blessed through the CD, cos its really really Practical and Real life!

And Yes, my pay is coming!!! yeah~ er haha i guess 5 days after pay day, most of the money will be gone with the wind. Powerful yet invisible :p okok im very shak nOw...lack of sleep i thk...early in the morning went to give BS to johnthan...haiz wake up at 6.30. Its the first time giving Early BS lo, o man~
so when im was on the way home, i nearly fall while sleeping cum standing!! gosh its my first time too haha i didnt know i was so so so tire...

HAd dinner with wen before she depart to Korea hmmm so envy of her :E
She's very busy with children church, buying stuffs for the trip and meeting her friends. thank God she was not burn out or passioned out --> :p wen Jia U, keep 'burning'
we walked Marina square, raffle city and tried the ice-cream from 'Azura' (i guess hows it's been spelled) the Japenese store in MS. its was delicious haha but too bad the cone was not that good.
both of us were very tire n throughout the dinner we were so so so quiet...very unlike us
by e way the resturant we went to was SEASON REASON @ Raffle city. It is a nice place, nice ambiene. Food was not bad. Their drinks and dessert was very attractive haha. But the most uncomfortable for me is the music. SOmetimes it make me sleepy, sometimes make me irritated their Music is totally not nice!

Finally my timetable has a period for Hall lecture!!! Yah~ thats what im hoping for since sec scl haha sound weird but ever since i stepped into my course, there's none hall lecture. Yes, its all classroom style. N this time round, the subject is Econs. which i heard my ex-cgm talked before n never understand. . . haha ok i thk its an interesting subject. Hoping that i will score well for this.

hmm ok thats all i tink nd to rest early too. cya.
God Bless

From now on i need to eat weel and sleep well. cos 1 Oct im going for blood donation!!! Yeah~~
so happy; waited for this day for so long. haha

i feel i've changed...like so different...no patience...fierce towards people...cant figure out why...
recently i think my life is so unhappy, my desicion is right appears to be wrong in people's eyes. I worked so that i hope somehow it can lighten my parents expenses and at the same time buy whatever i want. They seems cant figure that out! I mean what's the problem with that? Keep on saying quit your job, quit your job...so what if i quitted? How u support me with that little money u have? Arent you suppose to support my desicion? I HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS NONSENSE. the next thing i detest the most is people asking me to quit working.
They dont even care by finding out how im doing. Ok thank God my dad will ask what time i reach home and he will go down n fetch me. I dont really like him to do that. cos i will REALLY doubt is that what he REALLY want to do or is ordered by his mum. Even my brother is ordered by my dad to find out what time im reaching home. No sincerinty, its Not worth my apperciation. Their action is only NON-SENSE. so fake

i don knw..n im not sure how my family see me..i cant really say i don care but somehow we r a famliy with no bonding. like that lo living in a house - alone. so sian. wanna get out of everything.
its no fun anymore.

Stupid blogger...just wrote a lot n now everythings gone...

Ahh don feel like writing anymore...sian

Early in the morning, customer find troubles...haiz didnt really blame them la but i think kanna 'blacklisted' by my manager. hAIz ..n its been days i upselled the promotion or drinks lo. Its easy to work by getting hourly pay but not easy to work when manager is expecting you to upsell and hit the target. Stress sia..cant imagine when scl reopen, more stress added.

I now no mood ..bad mood and my brother don knw wat happened...came and do e spoiled Tv den i told him its better already..he don believe. FRET UP !!! wat sia didnt ask him to do lo. KOP only. THink my sister asked him de. Another thing i dont like about him is he's tone is very commanding. i hate people wants to control over you. They have no rights to do that! NO
feel like boxing him everytime he speaks that way...

today went for Bs and met wen's friends. they are cool and hip! haha all dance and are out-going people. thz few weeks really reached home quit late...Thank God tml end wrk at 4.30, haha can rest and manage my temper, pamper myself and seek God again.

Came back frm work not long ago..haha its my first time to be the second to alight..haha or else i think i will vomit after long journey.

Today's not so tire, as usual, not much customers haha..
tml morning need to register for GEMS at 10am n my work starts at 12pm..den after wrk need to go for BS. Gosh~ busy day.

Rubez called when i finished my work n chat on e phone for quit some time haha n she heard all conversation between Rong Ping, Tom and me. haha 'free show'. Our work place alley are dark and there's rubbish bin, drains and rats will appeare there..i will tell the rat there is not small small kind lo, they are very 'healthy' and 'fit' lo, man saw a rat run across before ur eyes? Rong pIng n I freaked out sia..haha We hAv reason not to work until closing lei!!!

First time saw a group of customers so tao` i was really unfriendly towards them too. i think they just come in, show show den go off. in my heart, i was wishing n hoping and praying that they faster go off!!

i think its time to prepare myself for scl reopen. New timetable was not bad; mon, tue n thur at 10am. haha very happy~~~ but when scl reopen cant work that much anymore.. :)
hmm still not too sure how to have a CCA when im so packed...

Yeah~~ finally i have edited my blog to what i want. All thanks to Rubez, she helped me a lot a lot. Thanks Rubez <3 <3

Today's wrk very slack ..so BORING
Not much customers and weather so cold...Nothing to do..so sian....
go there n get free paid haha

Make new friends: SHI YUEN, SHU YING, SHAWN, QI XIAN, SHIMA, ELEVIN, DOMINIC, CHRISTINA, CHOI YIN, VINCENT, SHIN CHING, JANE, KHRISHNAN, ZHENG JIE, SAMANTHA, CELESTE.
They are all very helpful, i cant forget e day Shuying taught me closing and helped me lots. <3

I really really need to enlarge my capability. I wanna able to handle studies, usher, cg, work, relationship, own space very well.
O i find it amusing cos last seme, i work hard on certain moledule that im weak in and i get good result. den after that i tried to handle everything cos i want every moledule to be good den in e end, all scored the same... gosh! wats thz wats thz...very diao~~~ my stadegies doesnt work!!!

I havt iron my clothes ..need to do that before going to work.
tml there's a test on our menu items ..need to study before going to work.

er..there's much more to say haha but i think not too use to thz blog ...it takes time. . .
God Bless

Scl's going to reopen...in one weeks time..that's so fast..how i wish it can be delayed later...ahhh
Today's i stayed at home since i wake up. iT's been such a long time since i stayed at home on Sunday!

Im learning how to use thz blog.. i have Msn spaces tht of having blogspot cos there's more choices of background. . hehe

Bryan blessed me by sending me back hm by cab!! haha thanks very much! Ye i rememebers to bless u back

Nothing much .. juz bored.. No show, nothing to do, don feel like doing certain things..haha ok
ja ne ~ God bless