my limbs are weird recently
numb numb and more numb
hmm at least know how it feels when
there's no feeling to certain part
of ur body

Emerge is coming
Term test is coming
Holidays is coming
Happiness is coming
Jesus is coming

Sun is back! Yesterday i went airport n fetch her
My friend saw Pastor kong in the car when they left
hmm..not bad but at least i saw Sun, Dayan and took
photo with Pastor Derek!!

By the way i served for Global day of prayer.
I really thnk God im in City HArvest Church
that im planted in a church where i told God
how i want it to be

I really apperciate our church Offering time, our Praise &
Worship, our Prayers. I saw the Huge difference between our
'Kuan' n others.
Others are good, my church is great for me. I love CHC <3
quote from Mishell 'I HEARTS CHC'

During my e-learning i went URA (Urban Redevelopment Authority)
building for assignment.
URA is under Ministry of Development Authority. It plans, development
SIngapore's land. Its my first time there and i believe many of us
has never heard of that in the first place.

The visit was relaxing and enjoyable.
URA building exhibits the current development plan Singapore is carrying
out now. I saw many models and design.
The most ''exciting part'' was that i didnt know the Architect of Marina Bay was
there when i watched the documentary of his speech and saw him personally!!
Its only after im going off den i realised. Gosh..
haha nvm anyway i took his photo..hmm..shall post it up next time.

The journey to be a professional architect is not easy at all. It takes many
many Years.

Past 3 weeks many things happened all from different parts of my life
from different places from different people
In the most difficult times glories flows out from God
In the most difficult times i dont feel God
In the most difficlut times i trust He is here with me

Breakthrough in my life, i want

this week was very busy n rushed

i don't like e-learning. learned something, cannot learn everything
why there is a need for that? Gosh. . .

i don't like walking factories too
whats the purpose of that?

so tire. . . . . .

my mail received a news letter from Crosswalk.
wanna share with u

Its a jungle out there

The story is told of a man on an African safari deep in the jungle. The guide before him had a machete and was whacking away the tall weeds and thick underbrush. The traveler, wearied and hot, asked in frustration, “Where are we? Do you know where you are taking me? Where is the path?!” The seasoned guide stopped and looked back at the man and replied, “I am the path.”

We ask the same questions, don’t we? We ask God, “Where are you taking me? Where is the path?” And he, like the guide, doesn’t tell us. Oh, he may give us a hint or two, but that’s all. If he did, would we understand? Would we comprehend our location? No, like the traveler, we are unacquainted with this jungle. So rather than give us an answer, Jesus gives us a far greater gift. He gives us himself.

Does he remove the jungle? No, the vegetation is still thick.

Does he purge the predators? No, danger still lurks.

Jesus doesn’t give hope by changing the jungle; he restores our hope by giving us himself. And he has promised to stay until the very end. “I am with you always, to the very end of the age” (Matt. 28:20 NIV).

We need that reminder. We all need that reminder. For all of us need hope.

Some of you don’t need it right now. Your jungle has become a meadow and your journey a delight. If such is the case, congratulations. But remember???we do not know what tomorrow holds. We do not know where this road will lead. You may be one turn from a cemetery, from a hospital bed, from an empty house. You may be a bend in the road from a jungle.

And though you don’t need your hope restored today, you may tomorrow. And you need to know to whom to turn.

Or perhaps you do need hope today. You know you were not made for this place. You know you are not equipped. You want someone to lead you out.

If so, call out for your Shepherd. He knows your voice. And he’s just waiting for your request.

can u believe it can u believe it
i received 200dollars from my aunt today!

Yesterday i have no more on my hand
today im feed

i think you wont believe it you dont want to believe it
its truth cos im alive
its real cos im here shouting His praise

Praise the Lord!

Praise the name of the Lord
praise Him you servants of the Lord
you who stand in the Lord's Temple
and in the Temple courtyards.

Praise the Lord because He is good
sing praises to Him because it is pleasant.

I know that the Lord is great
Our Lord is greater than all the gods.
The Lord does what he pleases
in heaven and on earth
in the seas and the deep oceans.

Lord, your name is everlasting
Lord, you will be remembered forever.

The idols of other nations are made of silver and gold
the work of human hands.
They have mouths, but they cannot speak.
They have eyes, but they cannot see.
They have ears, but they cannot hear.
They have no breath in their mouths.
Peole who make idols will be like them,
and so will those who trust in them.

Praise the Lord !
-Psalm 135-

God, you will be praise from my lips.
You took me as i am, give me hope and loves me with your hugs

A family im placed in to be nutured under your guide
You answered my prayers
I was so amazed

Happines starts to fill my heart
Everythings changed

You take care of this land and water it
You make it very fertile
The rivers of God are full of water
Grains grows because you make it grow

The desert is covered with grass
and the hills with happiness

There shall be no lack in God
God is not early or late
but always on time

Glory to His name !
-Psalm 65-

Celebrated Bevan & Jonathan Birthday!!
Great brothers, great attitude cos we r in Beattitude!!!!
I believe you will shine for Jesus.

They are my usual gang in Ushers. I <3 U!! G1s1 cant be there without your presence
You are truly treasured by us



He is my Team IC- Peng Boon. A great leader, fun to be with & he jokes around too! haha This pic was taken very on-time.



hehe...when is my prince charming coming? heehe

There's no more holding back when im in your presence.
I give all cos i know there's no one like you
took me and clothed me
loves me and give me hope

I fear lossing your presence than the fame of this world
Jesus you are the reason

Had dinner with Huan Li & Ailin
Great time spent with them!
Get to know Huan Li more and gets to like her
hehe

After dinner went to walk in Bugis ICON
Although it has been 'deserted' for quit some time but some of the shops still stand strong and i found 'treasure' inside! haha

We shopped from the top to lowest level
I brought a colourful wallet for my sista
though its a bit bloody ..in a sense but its suits her haha YouthFul!!

The last time i brought things for myself is almost 1 month ago
A watch & a pair of flat-shoes.

I think its time to pamper myself for little while <3 <3

* I want to go for haircut--currently with Lele however if she havt reply mi,
anyone is welcome to ask me along!
* I want the necklace from ICON level 4. Its handmade by the owner. Long necklace
with black ribbon + Crystal + small Photo frame. Currently physco my mum to buy
for me. hehehe
* I want a bag. Still looking for a perfect match.
* I want the Red-heels with a flower in ICON level 4, if i remembered correctly.
Its the nicest heels i saw so far. <3
* I want the sandel from ICON level 2! The straps is smooth black-surface.
so unique!

There's no ending in wanting physical materials but i do hope at least..at least i'll get 2 items.

Well i pray for wisdom & well financal planning so tat i wont act on implusion! haha
Thank God for the GST rebate!!

Praise the Lord of Lord, host of host!!!

Today i had Costing moledue. Its about law of contract in property industry.
My friend, Ruzaina and i got A+ for our tutorial!
We discussed before Ruz took home to typed & printed.
I also wanna thank Ru cos without her Powerful english and sacrifices, we won't be
able to get what we wanted after gotta a C!! haha

kk Ruz u heard me! Next time we will gonna do it together k! :E

Yes! I have a testimony to share!

Today i had presentation on Land planning & development.
This moledue is about how Singapore is formed by having a well-designed plan.
What's the different plans Singapore have and how they work.

Basically we are asked to do on the merits & demerits of Concept plan 2001 & Development Guide Plan (DGP). I was in charge on Question 2 on choosing 1 DGP and lift up a recomendation in the DGP. Which means out of 55 DGP, chose 1 and point out the goals, achviement, of that DGP according to the concept plan 2001.

I can say im proud of it cos i do it correctly! Informations are found by myself and i use another aproach in answering the question. I used Concept plan 1991 on Bukit Panjang and used Transportation as the problem faced.

Unknowingly but with the peace of God in my heart when i do it; my lecturer said that he accepted the approach! I was very happy!! Praise to the Lord!

I wanna thank Him for hearing my prayers before the presentation! =D

Tips preventing from getting serious cold:

1) Soak both feets in warm water for 15 mins. Observe till your feets are red.
2) Rise your mouth with salt water every morning, after meal and before you sleep.
This is to keep your mouth from virus.
3) Pre-cold period, breathe from hot water vapour till the cup turns cool. A few
times everyday will helps your running nose runs slower.
4) Eat MORE, i mean MORE veggies & fuits. Those with high calcium, iron, victs.
They helps to fight agiainst virus.

Ok above is wat we usually read from, we believe it will succeed. For the next 3 points, u can give it a try if u want.

5) Take in a mixture of honey & garlic puree, with water. A spoonful.
6) Cut onion into smaller & pour boiling oil over and eat together with tofu after
mixture. (to prevent getting a cold)
7) Cut 30g of 'Jiang' after peeling off the skin and cut into smaller pieces, pour
into a pot of coca cola and boil. Drink after it is cool.



Yesterday went for prayer meeting.
Its very different from last time- we did not scream like crazy, pray like crazy but rather pastor was teaching us have an encounter with God.

Whats the difference of 2 members in the same hall, one get touched and going from glory to glory while the other walked away without any changes.

Do you still experience God compare to the first time you came to church?

Yesterday i spent 1 & half hour worshipping God. Just like my Quiet Time.
Quiet time need not to be loud. Pastor taught us QT is an experience with God. No other places can compare by listening to a still small voice (God's voice).

During QT one can start by playing some praise/wordhip songs. Start praying in tongues den worship God of who He is. Remembered how God is good towards you..it takes time getting into God's presence. Not rushing. .

Now listen to His voice. what He wants to tell you/give u a vision/promises.
Thank & Praise God. Stay in His presence.

I was very blessed spending 1 & half hour with God forsaking my self-needs; is worth it.
Prayer is very important.
God's presence is very important.
The hungry for God Himself is Much more important than anything else.

I've started my Quiet time with quality. Every child of God Must have Quiet time. the quality of Quiet time can be determine by the quantity of time.

Start praying if you have not.
Start to stay in the presence longer when you don't feel there's a brakthrough.
Start to be spiritual hunger & thirst for God if you think you are backsliding.
Be Over spiritual rather than more comtemporary.

For God is not mock. His promises stand.
He only saves those who loves Him.
He only protect those who know Him.
He will answer to those who call Him.
-PSALM 91-

Im Water baptised!!! WuHO~
Im still very excited!! Its my birthday, its my big day~ ~ ~

haha my cgm went down to support me and i tht there's no one i knw going to get water baptise with me...& juz in time, SIn Man is going for water baptise too!!
Praise the Lord!

i wanna thnk Serena for being with me when im in need.
Wanna thank Cg for going down to support me: Ailin, Ben, David, Enk, Jonathan, Kenneth, Onk, Shankar!!!

Im still very excited! Excited for how God's gonna use me in my life. Im expecting the power of God to move in my life. IM NOW OFFICALLY BELONG TO Kiingdom of God.
AMEN! =E =E =E

wow having Mongolian refreshment during CG
so exciting! haha

Soko, ond, enk. they are so special!! they are
my 1st mogolian friends. so cool
today get to know more of them, as ailin & i
reached their house earlier and we played board
game with them. Had a Great time with them

At first i tht Boon keng will be very wulu, no pp
but after exploring the area; there's lots of cheap
and nice food, shoes, clothing & more haa so different

took a group pic with them, hhoho wll update when i
get from ond. ok getting late maybe blog tml or wat haha

Im so excited for tml!! !! !! my Big day!
*Pray, Believe & tat settles it*

Recently being blessed by mnay friends posts.

like one of those is

'what makes you stand out is a drive and a force that only you have. There must be a passion to fuel those answers and sometimes we got to kick it so hard that everyone knows and can see it. There your commitment can be shown.'


& i decided to post all . . .



'and I'm NOT gonna let anyone take away what God's doing in my life. NO ONE. NOTHING. the world will never take You away.'


'I love You more than life. I'm not going to care what others think of me, but all I care about is what God thinks. nothing else matters.'



Cool

05.06.07
(mmddyy)

Such a romantic night.

Kenneth proposed to Serena. WOnderful couple: Loving God wholeheartly and Loving people frevently.

As a member of Kenneth, our main members went to help him in his 3rd stage of surpirses for Serena. Well everything went smoothly and it was very successful!

Even though we played a small part but after that when i saw all balloons goes up and the moment colours spotted the dark night, everything seems so romantic!

Imagine a gal holding a Big bouquet of Roses and standing beside you is ur beloved and wathcing Balloons floating up to the skies~ wow, wats more u can describe that? haha

It leaves a good impression inside me haha maybe..perhaps... i will use this as a scale on my future boyfriend. hehee

Im so HappI for you, Kenneth! Congratulation! Yeah!

Sermon on the Mount

Great sermon! That's how we live our life to the fullness!
I love to attend conferences!!! <3 <3 <3

I believe is during conferences i can learn alot alot from pastor.
Where i can have more indepth study of the bible. Where conferences enable
me to have revelations and experiencing more of God.
I believe conferences is like family gathering of the church. Pastor can really
personally teaches us and we can catch the spirit of our own pastor!
I love Pastor Kong. I like his character and 'cold jokes'... haha
more than that He's the Real man of God.

Conferences is not wasted. Not wasting my time, it helps me to grow in the Lord.
I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences.
I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences.
I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences.
I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences.
I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences. I love conferences.

Smucks*

The cruellest thing in life is UNGRATEFULNESS.

Don't let the business of life blocking you from finding
the truth and wisdom. The bible says those who despise widom
is foolish.

Bascially im very pissed off by someone who is so
ungrateful. Can't you find out what've i done in order to make
life more easier for you? Instead of pissing me of doing something
ONLY YOU think is wrong??

Hope its last time it will happen...what will i do if its going to happen
again? Will i raise my voice? Or . . . i don't know. . .what will Jesus do
if he's in my shoe?? . . .