THe first time i stepped into the Jurong building was amazed by the beatuy of
the God's house.
It's different from other churches, the design, the material, the colour. Its so much modren from what i seen before.

The moment i went into the building, it has a special presence. Not the sort in the wet market or big shopping centre. The presence was warm, familiar and irresistable.
From that moment, i knew that's the place where i always wanted to be. God house is the place where i can feel HIm, been carried by hIm.
Jurong building is the place where i treat it to be my 1st home.

In 'Christ the Lord' fully described the senerio how i feel when we have our own building.
I feel proub to build God's house. Even Jesus Himself was a carpenter who builds everything in the house. God Himself teaches carpenter the scale of His own temple. How much more should we His children fulfill the project.

It's really different to have your own building than staying in other people premises.
During the Cristmas service, there's overflowing of people. However due to the fire safety regulations, we cannot put in more chairs for congregation. Its not right to chase people away from God, so in the end many had to stand throughout the event.
How many newcomers will enjoy their visit by standing?
How many newcomers will respond to God?

Expo is not God's house, its temporary. Not the promised land. we are waiting.
we are sowing.
Jia YOu, everyone, don give uP!

In the book it was written:
' .. never let my eyes stray to the pagan temples. ..What were idols to a Jewish boy who was forbidden to make such things and held them to have no meaning? '

One Last Dance.
Nice show. Its part of a international movie. The way it was filmed and the story line.

I thought it need brain power to watch the show but somehow it will lead you.
Althought in the middle of show, its quit messy due to the jumping scenes but i like the ending.
The story ...i should say the song of this assassin was sad.

' Who can kill an assassin easily? ' Even though tats not the exact phrase but when it came out from the assassin, somehow you already have the answer.
From not being involved in the murdered case, slowly he became the final answer to all.
A pure soul willing to scarifice himself for the one he loves.

I felt sad for the assassin. He killed himself. The director did not gives us time to cry for assassin, it was fast. His life was short. too short. its a waste. he did not even enjoy the fruit of love. a life without love is too sad.
After watching the movie somehow i feel it wanna tell us every story of assassin will be the same.

overall enjoyed the show. its another taste of movie. A sort that i didnt tasted before. Cool.

- A show u can try going for -

Yeah~ ~ ~
im looking forward to my attachment.
Ok my attachment is at Inland Revenue Authority. where i will be collecting taxes form All of U!
hahaha

My friend say is related to my course cos is valuator thingy haha which means i can go shopping! hehe buy formal clothing hmm...

Today found the book tat i always wanted to read. Its "Christ the Lord out of Egypt" by Anne Rice. i think is 1 or 2 years ago, when pAstor Kong mentioned it in the service, everyone in the church grabbed it the very next day. Its a transformation of the author who wrote about vampires, witches and cult in the past; became a writer for Christ and its a light to those whose Anne Rice fans. Cool.

Indeed after i read few pages, it captivates my attention. Jesus' life is fully described in detail and somehow i can fully understands in his shoes. it starts when Jesus is 7 years old. This bully pushes Jesus and out of anger Jesus put the boy to death. It was chaos in the town, the boy's parents wanted to stone Jesus. Only one who has faith in Jesus stands out and say He can bring him to live again. . . hehee interesting? Go n Grab it Now!

the main idea is to thank God for letting me borrow it than spending. yupyupp
3 more papers to go next 2 weeks!

Goodnitz

today got to know where's my attachment.
Gosh i was posted to a place totally nothing related to my course.
Is ... shalln't post first ...haha see whether can i change but
i like the venue cos near town area. haaha will consult the teacher 1st

OK! to all friends of mine ( if u thk u r, den u muz tag )
Do u like sweet stuff? Do u like cakes or pastry?
Which flavour do u like? (someone loves StrAwberrY)
What kind of drink do u like? Green tea or coke?

Well im a sweet tooth. so most likely loves cakes and pastry lots.
FAv flavour is chocalate and maybe red tea goes along well.
PoSt Now and you will get a chance to.................WOW great prizes
So Go n Tag Now!!

For those who know what im planning, don say 1st wo. haha

- test test exam exam attachment birthday biRthdaY new year new year-

You're the one that i want
You're the one that i need
Your're the one i love cos you are my everything

hehe sound familiar?
YA its a long long time song haha
suddden remembrance

oK la hmm next week whIch means later i'll be having test
tml n thur too
so ya nothing much but still in progress studying
a bit stress tat cant finish studying all
overall ok lo

whenever there's chaos in my family is always over money
so sick
tats y maybe i didnt even hope for anything from them
i always put my hope in God
cant really expect much from human

recently quit moody or i should say down
i believe everyone will go through those valley
but after each valley there is Light
during this time i do really hope to find a time to cry
so all bottled eomtions will be pour out & of course i'll
feel great after tat

carrying too much worries is not good sia
somehow i need to trust God from the start

i found another interest
hope to find some who has the same interest
hehe will see how

- Give me a reason to smile -

WHY SOME PEOPLE WILL ONLY BE SECURE AFTER THEY PUT FEAR INTO OTHERS?

WHY !!

I HATE THESE KIND OF PEOPLE!!!!!!!
I HATE HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arghhhh...
feel like blowing up.


hmm...haha i was thinking my birthday havt come, don thk of celebrating Chines new year k
haha quit dotz but its a fact! haha y listen to new year song intead of some valentine ones hehe
how to be excited for this coming year birthday? exams, attachment and other stuff all packed so closely near it..gosh..no rest no mood i think...

recently my blog is really not that good. so pls don read further if u thk u will get affect.
u cn come back in 1 weeks time. :)

God Bless

Raining again.
stayed at home n do nothing.
life can be so sian.

i think i've forgotten the promise for doing all these.
wats e meaning for being so occuiped
now im lost

i dont mind stayed at home and become a taitai haha
more like a house wife i guess
but somehow tats not the kind of life i wan either

i dont like raining when i havt go out of my hus
life can be so sian

when i see the world now..all revolve ard money
why in the first place God created money
wont it be better if theres no money
although i learned abt economics
however it doesnt convince me the purpose of it

to have money i need to study
if i don have money i cant live
if i dont study i cant have money to live
is there any situation where money is totally not involve
i guess not

Arghh..im so stress
stress by the world
stress by myself

hmm..im eating my cup noodle..watching hana kimi...

phhzzshe...test coming ...monday..tuesday...thur... ... ..........


er..did someone say next week got tests???


Our school 'fu li' to students are so good!
Now den i realised that all those CCA for free for students to participate.
Where got such 'free gift' provide for those working adults?
If 1 adult wants to learn Judo, he needs to find through high mountains and
dived into the deep sea to serach for such 'class'.
If he EVER could find it, he still needs to INVEST a big bomb to attend all his
CCA lessons.

A bit regret that i didnt make full use of my time in sec scl.... & nowadays student
find CCA an hassel.. despise those 'free gifts'. Time to wake up EARLIER!

slowly the responsibility for an adult are showing to me
many things are covering over
though im walking throught the valley, i shall not be afraid
for God is with me

Sherrie quoted 'Goals are better than Resolutions'

I like it very much. Resolutions sounds laid back. Its either
you want to or not. Goals sound motivating and the desire to
achieve.
haha ok maybe there's not much different la./.

Yes first day of school in 2007. so far so good.
i planned my schedule after school. N i get the result of my
decision. Its good and i feel good.
This year my goals need my self-control.
Its rather difficult but hope i can make it till end of the year.
like...
I have decided to make decision of every action im
gonna take.
I have decided to follow all my decision everyday.

when i pen down the goals i wanted, they overwhemled me.
there's so many problems for me to tackle. to overcome.

Amen for those things. =)

My section IC: Youmei & Peng Boon
Team IC: Ling keong & Jeremy & Emily
Had dinner with them in Ichiban boshi @ Wisma.
its been so so so long since i had Jap food..the last time was with Zhenle
and we agreed to go together in this Feb haha cos will have more money
afetr CNY. WoW never will i expect to be so fast..hmm...good good

I met Cass and Jas in far east before meeting them.
we walked around and Cass found the heels she wants.
After that we went to find Esley where she works in Tangs.
haha we guessed we will be the first. The first to prove that
we are the most hungy. hahaha JK.

So i was very happi cos i miss Jap food. i told the others i will
not Ke Qi de. indeed i ordered quit a few side dishes. the moment
all the side dishes came, youmei asked 'whoes de?'
Gosh!!! every time she asked, i felt so pei sei!!!!!!!!!
cos many of them are so shy and didnt order much, o man,
so pai sei !!!! so i asked cass to say it's her when the next dish
come. hahaha...oK its really bad lo. .but u can see rit..to food i'll
not Ke Qi de... :p
Their agedashi tofu is not nice! Sakae is better lo. The fried skin
is so thick and plain..and i kanna forfieted once...gosh..

Today Jas Cass Jing teng Esley and Paul went.
We left some food which we cant contained anymore so we played
Zhon Zi Mi Ma. Paul as usual haha so dramatic. His apperance and action
doesnt go hand in hand de. haha when u know more of him, you will
discover more........... Jing teng fall sick and cant eat much hm....but
know whats her job like and her first day of work was so exciting hor. :D
So cool with 3 friends work in Orchard. Cass in Paragon Jas in Wheelock
and Esley in Tangs.

All i feel is Really wanna thanks all the leaders. Especially youmei cos its
her treat. N my team leader Peng boon.
He encourgaes and makes me realised beside financial, i still can
trust in God in other areas too. Especially in healing.
The only ingrendient is to BELIEVE.
He shared his testimony when he was younger; his knee cap was
always in pain (he played vollyball) but he keeps believing it will
be healed. By the time when a pastor hold a healing crusine, he
went, prayed for and was healed. From then on, his knee has
never pain. He shared that its faith that has bring healing from
Heaven down. Its not the cursine or pastor but a child-like
faith that brought healing. He said there's always a season that things
happened. So thus our miracles happens for a purpose. It may not come
now but delay is never denial. Cos it always come at the Right Time.
I believe that as till now all miracles does come at the right time.

For now, i need faith again in believing in healing. Once i've think its
alright, maybe i don need it. Its not the right time and slowly i've put
away my faith. It seems that i should bring my faith with me again.
Peng Boon says, you never know when the time ur healing comes is
when you bring your family to church. God's miracles is performed
right before their eyes. I was Totally Amazed. im thinking thats a
good gift, God. i want it.

Time to step out of my comfort zone.

Just read a sad story and now watching a comedy drama..
gosh how much can life get to..? ok..im not sure what im
talking about..i think too tire le..

Today work place is more slacked than yesterday haha
so simple and relax...i still had time to mess people.
So i got a message say my wish has been granted by
Bugis Icon during the Christmas season. so HAppI !!!
I have never got prizes ( more like lucky draw )
in this 20 years but nOw i believe as long as its
from A Christmas Tree!!! hehee

Indeed the year 2006 was a Great Year. In the begining of
the yr, i tht how worst can it get but now having so many
testimonies. So many wishes and dreams come to pass.
I thought being an Usher team IC was just a wilsful dream.
I want it. I think without Kenneth believing in me and push me
forward to visualise where i want to be, i think my goal can never
be started and carried out.

Everthing is possible. To me starting the year knowing what you want
what to do and where to go is very important. Usually God bring you
to your destiny in visions.

This year i wanted to listen and understand english...gosh i was so
ashamed when this customer spoke in slang which i totally gave
a 'WHat arE yOu talKIng abOut' face...and he just smiled so
happy!! so angry u knw!! OK If Ben u r reading...pls speak in
english to me k. hope that Jordan is here with us. .. haha . .. ...
im quit sad over this.. .. need improvement..

One thing i dislike the most is people dont grow up.
oK i used to be like that..
at least when they are told
they need to grow up. PLEASE at least think about
why people say that and where do you need to change.

When you want to grow up
the most visible way is to see that you are taking
more responsibility.
Pastor once said DONT be a LOSER.
The common loser will play the blaming game.
Or worst giving Excuses.
Im very disappointed over a person. (lets use He)
The way he acts and say fits perfectly into
the loser cat. Im thinking, Comm on be a REAL MAN.
He's never a fully functioning mature adult.
When a machine is spoiled at one area, it's potential
cant be fully released and function 100%.
Surely the machine can be thrown away anytime.
What's the diff for human to be ALIVE and at
the same time we have a creative mind in our brain?
Onli if he realised . . . . . . .



' Make your own attitude that of Christ Jesus. ' Philippians 2:5
Holman CSB

ok i have decided not to blog.

One day a teacher gave math addition sums for her class.
The next day everyone has done those sums expect Little Vampire.
So the teacher asked him why.







He says the + looks like a cross.....he's scare............. hahahahaha