I am loving the nature created by God again! ♥

Ok..my hair colour was washed away!!!
don ever use Wella brand!! Gosh..although Sherrie
warned me and i know that in the begining but
never did i expect that Wella will be use!!!

thz week is much more fulfilling than last week,
much more!
went out with friends, visit friends at work place
and chat on the phone. work for 2 days in a week
was glad that i did not work on wed.

the last part is to rush all scl work after wed. haha
yeah! i put in my wishlist, hope every single thing
will be fulfill. now working hard for driving license,
saving, studies, friends, work. Jia U Jia U!!!

i want to buy clothes. i want to wear new clothes.
i wan new shoes. i want to change my style a bit.
i wan to look pretty. haha

God Bless.

sunday went for Jasmine's birthday.
i enjoyed myself and i guess everyone enjoyed too.

we had games and games and it was so fun and High.
i shared the gift with 7 other ushers and brought a watch.
never expect that Jasmine's frz also brought watch for her.
well.. hope she like ours too.

it's how amazing how God can change your day.
Yesterday im depressed but today i can be happy and full of energy
That's how Amazing God is. He saved my day.

i found myself being too emotional. Easily distracted by people's voice
and my days turned bad after their words. How tiring it was if i keep
following their opinion. :) so i realised i need to change their view. haha

today i listen to pst Kong sermon on Light over your dark days.
truly the sermon is talking about my currnt situation. just feel that im starting
refresh again. from the basic. PTL!

going off now..since lappy low batt
God Bless

Yeah!!
i really love this blog skin. i can feel the breeze and the sun shining
so refreshing so clean so warm
haha

Im blessed to have all the friends in my life.
cant really explain how great is to have them around
its easy to have friends and easy to have chemistry with each other
but as long as each knows it's just purly Friendship love
so don't have to worry just keep the Love as Friends.
Lower the flame of the Love to Friendship everything will be alright.

Perhaps this few days i think too much
There's so many things i gave up in my life
im not determined enough i shouldn't blame anyone
though there's regrets but i think i can have new dreams
and start making my dreams to become reality

God Bless

hmm my mum gave me a bag it's very nice and simple
but later i found out its a gift with a magazine
anyway it's still very nice~

im becoming more and more lazy
don feel like helping in the housework and my mum feels
annoyed and unhappy im also unhappy that i didnt help
its just tooo troublesome and tire

im becoming more and more lazy
don feel like going to school
this few days i skipped lesson when im happy

cha lat la

wat happened to me ?

hmm..sian.
wake up at the wrong timing for today's lesson..ah yo~
so went to have breakfast at Mac and now in com lab haha..
should have sleep more...

watched Wild Vanila Yeah!!!
its funny and interesting story. laughed till head drops haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYLoMwO2qvM

hmm ..yesterday got 3 lecturers went to my work place and
had their dinner. hmm..wondering whose they...have no idea
even my friend told me one of the name... ..... hahahaha

Read a post on my friend's blog. A story on a man's love story.

...

I have never feels so touch compare to many other kinds of
novel or articles about love. Maybe ..it's my friend's friend story. ha!

It gave me a glims of what's love between a man and a woman.
It's a starting line. Not an ending when two comes together.
Life is never an ending...

Love is to accept another person, Everything of it.
Love is to share the sorrow, joy, hardship, pain, victory, kindness, peace
with each other.
Love Must be nature at all times.
I know until here, the rest, i think i need to find out myself later on. :)

It takes Courage to step out to love.
It can't be taken lightly. or else... both will be hurt deeply.

haha ...sound serious but sometimes i need to take my life seriously.

I like that kind of FRIENDSHIP LOVE.
I really treasure evey person that walked through my life and leaves footprints.
Through a friend, wen, i learnt a lot what's friend is all about.
I never know that a friend can care and do that much.
I felt loved. :E

The same goes to the love between friends.
True friendship is Even the rest of your friends don't like this friend of yours,
you still Accept who that person is and Believes the Potential in them.
Both of you guides each other's lives to be more righteousness and Encourages.

today was a cold day...
sweated a lot during exams...finally confident what i wrote but later found out that my ans was wayyyy toooo farrr apart with my friends...
o well its alrit as long as i know i gave my best...

studied during free hours before going to work.
scl MAC is cheap but hor no air-con. nearly wanted to sleep, so hot lo.
after that went to project room with friends and slept for few minutes. haha
met Eileen Chia in VIVO! Yeah! finally went to the roof top and play the water.
haha. really feel like in the beach, so cool!
had some walking shopping and laming around haha.

On the way home from work, i read those SMS sent by friends.
All of them are apperciating the times and things spend together.
They helps to remind me of what memeories i had.
I cant remember the special event i've spent unless there's something physical to reminds me.
and i realised, it's words that pulls your memory out from your brain. it's Words. only only where u put those words on; will makes the person to be able to keep for - ever.
I'm glad that what i've done and said blessed their heart. :D

To forgive one person is not easy.
The feeling of hatrated and anger is still inside the heart.
No matter how much u r trying to go into God's persence,
u simply just cant.

In the Bible, Jesus says go and settle the problem with
that person and then come into God's presence. But i missed
out the most important part; is to forgive that person who
had hurt your heart.

Thank God for friend. She helped me to realise the only method
that can set my heart free is to talk to that person and forgive.

Sometimes people listen dearly is when you Shout at them! haha
tat's wat i found out...maybe it apply to the ones whose nose is
always in the skies.

well nothing much. Take care.
God Bless.

Im very disappointed in A, and quarrelled with A. And i cries as i scolding.

Im very disappointed to see A's character became distorted. A did something that's totally adsurb and ridiculous in my eyes. Im more worry for A's character and attitude than anything else. Its TotaLLy Wrong to do that. . .

I think im not a good person in quarrelling. I simply hate to quarrel. I lost control and goes out of hand ... I perfer the other party to be more understanding and patience.

Hope that A wont do that again and hope that A really realise the mistake.

Totally drained . . .

Today went out with Eileen and johnthan. i met jason in the mrt station and chatted with him for while and realised he's working in TCC. so happen that i wanted to try the food and drink there and he's working today. and i brought eileen and johnthan to SMU-TCC. the ambiene is nice and i ordered Mighty Joe Young, WAo, the drink is sooo tasty and nice!!! i finished half of the glass within half an hour. we ordered Potato wages with hot cheese and crazy apple salad. cool man all very tasty and filling. YummY! haha surely i will go back again

had fun spending with them and hope that will have more time to spend with all members <3

tests is coming net week and planning to study from tml till sunday. haha pls pray for me when u're free. thanks

friday having bbq with friends. bbq not hala. if u r free, call me. :D
busy at the same them free haha
starting to play some game at 4.30 den bbq after that. will be fun and exciting. can get to know my friends, don feel strange. :E hope to see you there!!

Yes I want to blog!!!

today went for door usher and PTL that i managed to wake up in time and took train down.
i wasn't late but i'm not too sure who to report to and in the end caused ren jie to reshuffle his plan...im so sorry...
after service everyone was very busy so i helped in recycling haha busy...
i left at 2pm. i didnt realise that the afternoon meeting was not canceled! so i didnt bring cash out! so chan...meet karine and david in orchard. actually i was very very tire...lack of sleep lo...but haha somehow i know i cannot be like that and they also cheered me on and i have strength!

The best part is Karine brought me a pair of shoes!!! Yeah!!!!! Im so HAppi so exciTed!!! hahaha
Yeahhh i 've a pair of new shoes!!! By God's grace, he blessed me through Karine!! so happi happy. den walked around far east and lucky plaza.

Ben joined us during dinner; went to lau pa sa. . .don go there. the food there not nice liao. satay tasted like stones, sting ray like dried fish and fried hokkien mee tasted like dessert haha a bit qua zhang but really not nice de...wasted most of my money. i didnt finished.
haiz...so walked to clark quey for drink or dessert...reached there around 9pm haha so early lo..
den took pics along the way :D

o ya went to this pub called marrakesh. they decorated like a turkish style and playing their language ..its cosy and relaxing... and had a drink 'Absolute stress' haha it juz a funny name but nice taste sia. i cant stop drinking it cos the colour and the fruitty taste was fantastic.
very fast we went home after that. on e way to the bus-stop, my throat was very thirsty and my mouth became a desert. Water where are you??? Gosh...the driness was unbearable. and i felt my face was in high temperature! feel like sleeping. everything was not right. i thought im going to fall asleep soon ...indeed i rested during the joruney back home..

It makes me think. actually its good to have a liitle of wine. In the bible says its good for the body.
However, don get drank. it's not wise to get drunk. u will make regretable decision.
It's depends on ur level of faith to take in the volume of wine. if u think u can take more and ur faith is not shaken by the decision, go ahead. If think u cant tough alcohol and it makes ur faith to be shaken, just dont take any.
for now, i think i will only go to those place once in a year only. The high feeling after dinking is Only Temporary. But the aweful, irritating driness and giddy face lasts for permantaly. .

Moever i found out that today is a day where i feels that after all the hard work in school and work place; today is the day where i enjoyed my fruits after the harvest. I enjoyed the event, the drink, the abiene and of course the people. :E
especially eveyone took time and come together, thank You.

God Bless u!

Hey PTL!!!
today was still worrying for e dinner on sunday. cos need to work. asked David to pray for me, thanks Man. i aslo hoping there'll be miracle to happened. den last last last mintue, i called my manager; saying i've got something on and truly cant find anyone to take over...she agreed to let me off.yeah!

O man i was very worried for another thing too. my pay is coming on saturday but i need to report in the morning. I wanted to pay my first fruit on the day i got it. so i was praying and hoping and thinking what to do all this while. . .thank God that today my supervisor said most prob tml the pay will be out!!! YES! this means im able to pay my tithes and Yes God heard my prayer. even though its not finalised but this shows that God is doing something. :D

today at work place was totally hazard. pp suddenly said cant work and only left 1 bar-tender, 1 serving in level 1 and 2 level 2 but one of them left at 11pm. everything seems 'bao ga luo'...there's a lot things to do. today's crowd was quit many too. i was worn out when running from here to there..i think my face went dull and slaggy haha ha

i must thank those who helped me during closing, especially shawn. he was tire but he's still willing to help me doing parts of level 1 closing.

will blog soon. :E

God Bless

today's gems was soo oo o diaooo...
happened to be on time and after that had the quiz of 10 mcqs. so do slowly lo ...den i realised many people went off after doing and....it was onli 1.45pm!! (the claz starts at 1.20pm) den i found out u can go off after completing. i was stucked at e last qns which there are two similar answers to choose. so i pondered and my first answer is D. however im not tooo sure is that the answer, so i keep breaking my brain real hard...so lastly i chose B and is 'ti kam' de...in the end i'm the last to finished...so diao
and
Guess what?? the paper consist 35%!!!
10 MCQ onli!!!
i was so shocked!!
it may sound easy but i had forgotten what he taught and some chim words need the understanding de....
i feel that i should have choosen the answer D and i will get full marks.
the lecturer said till now only 1 student got full marks. maybe they think it's easy n don really study....Gosh...~ i hope at least i will get 99% correct. :E

today was sleepy sleepy sleepy.
i went for 6pm B.s and thought of reaching home earlier to coax my sister on her studies. however i didnt expect her to went out of house and helped his brother to do somethings...she onli completed her math's exercises. O man she had loss a lot of time..so i was quit angry cos i spent time with her and planned the timetable. i felt that the planned schedule all gone to waste. so i went shower and den sat down with her and teach her math and planned what she needs to do tml.

i knw tat it's not easy to study straight away but i never expect that only 1 exercise was done...nvm at least i can feel it's done with hard work and willingness.
hmm ..i think i need to give some of my time to my sister le...i hope she can do well and have improvement.

frz, Jia You too.

God Bless.