PTL i received the third and fourth miracles today!

All these while im thinking of buying a tag cover for my
Usher tag. Cos its going goya...it hurts whenever i see it
so on friday tht of buying it after movie but no time already!
im thinking its alrit den..BUT during Usher briefing ( Today),
Section ONE; section n team leaders they blessed us with a cover each!!!!
Can you believe it? I wanna thank God for taking care of me, even
to such a little thing.

Yeah, today finally our cg has gift exchange. so my gift is a book by Billy Graham.
( if tats how it spelled ) Its a powerful and enriching material for the journey with
God. Im glad that as it surely will bless the one who reads it.
As bible say '...you reap what you sow...'
haha i DID reaped what i sow. i got a book by Phil Pringle - the leadership file.
Another impactful book. Thank God for all these blessings.

Now den i understand what does ' ...the ending is always better than the begining...'
The statement doesn't make any sense to me from the moment i heard it.
Y it has to be the ending to be good and better? it just dont make any sense.
However today pastor said, when everything ends well, you will have the motivation and
inspiration to go ahead and do greater things in the New Year. O yes it makes some sense
now. haha. indeed onli when ending is good, people tend to have more motivation to carry on.

Today i finally have the chance to spend more time with Bevan. He's in my usher team and
im in-charge to call him. Although he's shy and quiet but he has the heart to serve God.
Chatted with him and i can see that he will be changed into a powerful man of God in the future.
He's not the onli 1 but i have another 2. All are brothers. Actually im more worried for
the other cos there's absolutly no connection and topic to interact...O man...but nevertheless
i'll try my best. Of course i do hope to see them to rise up and serve God rather than serve routine. Gotta do something abt it...

Today received the 2nd training from Usher leaders. It was fun to practice those things out with others. haha we made a lot of jokes and learned new things from each other.


Point to ponder:
If one day God dont respond to your prayers, no matter how much you yearn
and plead, what will you be thinking?

Psalm 25:14 (New Life Version)

The secret of the Lord is for those who fear Him. And He will make them know His agreement.


This is a bible verse i saw my friend posted as her MSN nick.
A verse which can truly describe my feeling.

We need Fear of the Lord everyday. .
The fear of lossing Him if we sin.
The fear of isolation without Holy Spirit.
The fear of lossing Love, Joy and Peace of God in our lives.

If wanna be close to God, follow His commandments.
If wanna to know more of God, Pray everyday.
He will surely disclose His inner most secrets to you.
It will be the same as knowing your destiny. knowing your
purpose in life.

Now i understands; all this while is God doing things for me.
=]

I tht today will be another of Raining passing-by dayz..
Yesterday i stayed at home and online all the while.

today i was late for lunch with friend..dotz..
after that she went to meet her friend in jurong east..so..i went home..
haha...so i packed my things on my study table and arranged the mess
in my room.

so in the evening my dad asked...'do you want to buy a new phone?'


YES! I WANT!
-tats wat i was thking.

finally another wishlist down. its the 2nd time God granted my wish.
first is a table lamb given by my Usher IC, Peng boon.
both item is something i wanted long long ago..so in bible says

' Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.' -Ps 37:4

wu hu~~ yeah finally met up with Le. really spend quality time with her..haha its quit difficult to meet her since she's.......soo so so busy hahaha

after that met usher friends to do the apperciation cd. gosh. we are so last minute...so diao lo...
i hope it will be a good job. quit worry sia..
i discovered some pic as i was finding some stuff haha share with you....

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yupyup wosh this weekend gonna be quit busy i like it =E

im gonna write about one of my friend. Le.
haha she's crappy. she's going to sell ice-cream in the future. haha.


Yeah! i brought a bag for Wen and glad that is something she like and practical.
i don really wish to buy things which are not practical for others and myself.
got a new top from her yesterday. Yes which means i have 2 days of service with new
clothes. haha so happy, now i hope to get .......for myself. ok need to pray hard to get it...

this year the mood of Christmas is stronger. for e last 1 n half years was dull.
more like finding things to do so to feel the atmosphere.
e.g there's this year went to darice's hus to have dinner.
this year went to shop specially for X'mas.
so to my conclusion: Christmas is not like releasing 'N' or 'O'
level cert. You need to be Active instead of passive...

ok i heard a few racis jokes today. 1 is still ok but e other i
simply think is disgusting. anyway i share 1 today. . .
Guess: what do you call when a swimming pool is full of Indian?
Tag !

friends if u havt receive my gifts...sory im broke now ...
well tht of making a small card or others but ....pai sei >.<
~Merry Christmas~

God Bless

Another year went passed.
Yesterday was SOT grad and it was so fun and exciting to watch them throwing their hats up. haha so cool! i managed to arrived like 15 mins before the svc ended. thank God im not late haha
i brought a sunflower and a rose with a little bear for my friends. Yeah!!

After that i rushed to meet my friends to buy food for the b.b.q. i enjoyed very much with Esley, Jasmine, Jing teng, Cassandra, Paul and Willard. The weather is so predictable this few days haha. It will rained and stopped and rained again. Gosh...troublesome wet season...
we spent below the budget and Praise God there's no left over food. If there is, the left over food will be our breakfast haha like what Willard's leader... =S
Thank You, 6 drafts for all your hard work and planning. on my way home i was thking wat a wonderful day and thank God for this memory. =) ~so blessed~

o another interesting thing i done yesterday morning!!!!
Its my first time to celebrated a friend's birthday in the morning. I didnt really slept the night before so that i will meet 4.30am with friends and go to her house. O man. its fun haha
we tht she will be working morning shift but after that we found out she's sick and will be staying a t home. hha ''' but anyway we sang and chatted with her. hope she wil get well soon.
den my cgl and some friends went to mac and had breakfast and ....its soo tire... haha but its fun. so i planned not to sleep or else i thk i cant make it for SOT grad. ah ya so i was too tire and wanted to rest for a while ..den i fall asleep haha okok but Thank God my dad was at home den i asked him to send me there ..of course kinna scolded by him .....dezzz

God Bless.

hmm..will i sleep early today?? haha
today was fulfilling as i spent time with my usher friends.
Esley, Jasmine, Cassandra, Jing teng, Leticia, Paul, Willard.
get to know more of them as we chat and i found out many great things happened
in their lives. i realised i have a lot of things got to learn from them.
They are really great ushers man!

i still remember the first time i joined Usher is in July 2005.
Now 11 months and few days has passed and im still glad that i've joined Usher.
we chatted and was asked what makes me want to join usher. . .
i remembered Ushers was the one who greeted me when i stepped into the church.
Their warm smile and welcome gesture makes me feel ease and happy cos there's
someone who actually is glad to see me. I think they rocks at that time cos its not
easy to say HI to someone you dont know. I bet they didnt know that their acts warm
up a locked-up heart. So i joined usher, i want to make a difference in a person's life.
Turn their sad day to a Joyful day when they come to church.

Many negative points were raised when i decided to join.
like spiritual level will decreased, you will need to talk to angry/ unreasonable/
proud christians, you need to report very early.....and stuff.....but i decided to join
because i don't believe in the FIRST Point. what really makes a person spiritual
level to decrease is NoT the ministry. There are so many great leaders in church
who came from Usher. Definietly is NoT serving God makes you spiritual dry.
I believe serving God is Not mainly using your own strength and your mind But is
lead by the Holy Spirit. you may count on luck but Definietly you cant serve two
Master at one time. So talking to chirstian is Not out of duty but Be a servant to serve
people even at your own cost. This is called serving God.
In bible says '...lend to the poor, like wise you are lending to me (Jesus).'
whatever Usher has done is Not gone to waste. God sees.
....

I heard them sharing how changelling is the time back in Jurong; indeed
Usher is a Bao GA Liao ministry. haha
I get to know more of my team-mates through cassandra. woh she know quit a lot
of people~ haha thank God for such friend haha
got to sleep early..or else i think my eyes really gonna popped out haha
God Bless.

finally M.R dept met up together! haha
M.R dept include Ray, Rubez, Jason, Leticia.

Carolynn joined us too! Yea haha, a pretty gal man.
we went shopping and Carol brought some tops in Fox
with 50% discount.
Man i cant wait for mine. haha.
i wanna thank God for answering my prayer.
in my heart, i was hoping to get a Levi jeans if possible.
Indeed God heard it and he send an angel to fulfill my hope.
I believe God will Bless the angel back, as he sow he WILL
SURELY REAP.

we watched Happy Feet.
the timing was too late for some of us, so in the end
Jason and Rubez cant make it.
Only RAy, Carolynn and me watched.
It was a light-hearted story.

It says this young penguin was lacked in the talent of
singing. But God created it for another purpose, he could
dance very well. However, his community despise him
and think he is a disgrace to them.
Doesnt it sound familiar in our lives too?
When you are borned differently, your family / relatives
will dispise you? thinking you wont be able to do Great things?
All they care for is are you the same as them...
Doesn't God creat you for a Greater purpose. You, to be a light and
salt to the ones around you? If all people in this world is all the same,
then how can this world be unquie..haha

Thing turned worst when he was being chased away. In return, he
make this promise ' i'll come back when i found the cause of the
diminishing fishes' So he went all the way from his hometown to
the outer coast. From there he went through many obstical and was
even capture and put into the zoo. He nearly went crazy! He missed
his family and loves one. He kept banging his head, devastated, the
human was irritated by his squezzing voice
and he have no idea that he was captured. he long to go back home!
Imagine how long he waited to realised all this and waited till he get
the chance to show his talent to the human.
Although i know God has not given animals feeling but just knowing
that animal's behaviour and living habits was distrubed. Their lives
can be changed! Its so heart-broken when i watched...
However things started to change. He used his talent, dancing, in his
most down-casted stated. The human started want to know where
does this penguin come from. They think his community also dances.
So the human relised him back and the penguin changed the suitation.


How real can it be?
When we went through trails, we thought things may died and the
world is falling apart. If we can perservence, trust in God, one day we
can finally walk THROUGH the valley. The process and time is not
really important. Destination is the final purpose.
Its a good movie where makes me think. If people really watch it
with reading its purpose behind it.

ok i need to write this down,
i lost my bible. How on earth can a christian lose her bible?
i was so lost...i was very disappointed cos its my 2nd bible but the first one
that i brought by myself. i still can remember how i saved up that huge sum of money
to buy the most important in my life.

i hope this is not true. . . . i believe sowing and reaping. As i sow a bible in my life,
which means i buy it and i will reap by reading it. As in if you spend your money to buy
something you will learn to treasure it and use it more often. so i don really believe in buying bible for others unless...special reason.

oK let me continue to pour out...
kenneth shared with us during cg.
Dont Give Up in your life. Expect what can be expected and expect what cannot be
expected too. There SURE will be trial & tribulations. We SURELY will go through valleies.
BUt we are also in the palm of God. If we say i give up in my life, we will fall out of God's palm.
Even God tries to catch you, you still say no i don want, God wont force you.

Stay on in God's palm, went ThrouGh the trials. Only then God's glory can be shown.
Only then we can Grow. I really want to thank God to let me know kenneth, he's the only one CGL who keeping telling me Not to quit. Dont Give up. Stay on. Trust in God. Have faith.
If not for his words, i wont be here where i am now. i would have quited long ago and wondering what's the purpose in living.

though i've been with God around 4 years plus, i still can say, my life with Jesus is only just getting started. i can feel there's new places, new things God wanna show me. It's not ending.
The show has just began. =D

Really thank God for today.
Last two days lacked of sleep; my eyes are puffy and swollan. so ugly haha
Amazinglylast night my sleep was peaceful and it seems to be maximised
to the fullest. haha although i did went back to sleep after switched off
the alarms haha

i was surprised cos im afraid i wont have a good rest. so after that i hurried
myself to get ready, by that time i know i cant meet my friends at 10.30
nevertheless God is good. i met my uncle and he offered me a ride.
so i had more rest in his car.

i had a great day in church. learnt something new and immediately applied.
i find it good and effecient.
My usher team has one usher going to sound ministry, Jun Hui.
He's a very faithful, patience, servanthood brother; served God
in usher for 8 years. The very first impression of him was tall, quite.
Then as i talked to him and in the same team for around half a year,
i found him...easy-going, talk about cold jokes too and laugh haha
so not long ago then i discovered that he's thinking is matured and has 'substance'
haha ya 'Dont judge the book by its cover' can be fully applied on him. hahaha
Its good that he found his calling in God. Although will miss his cold jokes and
he can be quit lame de. He's a very seasoned usher.

After that went for dinner with him and rest of ushers.
Tezan was there too. i like being around with her. Her speech and conversation;
i can find God in her life. She speak wisdom and lives with her vision.
I believe what she says,

Usher can be spiritual.
Usher are the ones who willing to serve God by humbly serve others.
Usher can make difference in a person's life.
If you can survived in Usher, wherever (Ministry) you go next time, you can
do well in that area to.

Do you know there are many great leaders came from Usher?
dont know?? go n check it out!

today also took team photos together.
really like my team, just like kenneth said, if you like your cg now, den next time
when cg multiply, bring over the thing you like and shaped the cg into a better place.
i believe i did brought something into this current team. =)

thank you friend who has been praying for me.
thank God there's breakthrough in my life. ( i believe is through praising
God in difficult times too )

Happiness is counting your blessings.

Yesterday, first time i felt my life was so random..
im suppose to wake up when my mum called. to help her do the laundry haha ..
den went back to sleep. so by the time i wake up, my brain was in totally Blanked.
is like there's really NothIng in my brain. usually there's a lot of things popping up
when i wake up. E.G today im going to spend $5 only, later got to go for work at 4pm...
totally crapmed with today's programe.

Im Very Very surprised haha. so i became very suspicious and kept pondering
whats the reason behind all these. haha i think yesterday im very weird. people are
happy that there's no worries but im worried if i've any problem. haha pls don say im
weird, i think the peace of God is with me. haha

I felt this 2 weeks, i've been living fruifully.
by e way, i think i grow fat. I ate a lot this few days..O gosh...im searching for the nearest gym in my neighbourhood. hahaha

Morning!!

actually today i forgotten about the Econs re-test after i walked around the plaza...
well..nvm

went for hanna with friend and learned how to make kutu-bat, got 2 craved stumps and enjoyed the time spent together with her cos this is the last day of GEMS. there wont be any more oppunities in the futher.
BY the way today the presentation on GEMS was GReat! The first ever presentation i loved so far..i searched all the pic and contributed the main ideas and the rest was discussed by others.
The Gems lecturer is going travelling and i think we are his last batch of students.

Yes!!! next week will be the last week of scl!!
hahaha Yes!! there's no test before the holidays!
Im sooo hAppi!!

Guess:
Min is fishing and he got a squid.
The squid begged him not to b.b.q him.
Min said ok but i'll test you with a question, if the squid cannot answer, he will be eaten.
In the end, Min ate the squid.
So wats the squid's answer?? =E

As i look back my life.
I went through many places and met many amazing friends
whom i think without God, i cant have the chance get to know more
people in diffierent society of life.
Some are rich, some are poor, some are wiser and some are wreid.

By God's grace i found my friends. Friend who i really want to have through
end of the earth. Through 1 friend, i learnt how to maintain friends and i
hope to be a blessing to them. Im more than happy to go through thick and
thin with them, not only be there when they are happy but also be with them
in trouble and carry the burden togther. I want to share their worries and
happy together, cry together, Praise the Lord together. They r VIP-Special people
who God willing to let me know them. Im more than haPPy to serve them.
I will be there for you only.


Today's Prayer meeting. God spoke.
This is just a new begining. the mOnth of December is a new start
for my dreams, my family salvation.
So continue to be faithful and tarry in the presence of God,
everything is Possible. Im gonna be God's worker.

God Bless.

God saved the day again

he brought me back to the path where i wanted to be
all this while
I Praise HIm even in the times of difficulties
I give Him my all in the times of troubles

He brought me back again
where i began to pray and share all my burdens
He allows all friends to comfort me and
show love towards me

Indeed God can comfort, love, protect me
BUt i am the one who can solve the problems
in my life

Today's sermon, God is like encouraging me not to give up my dreams
Dreams that Not yet fulfill and seems impossible to come true
My dreams is too great to be true. But i trust in HIm who gave the dream to me
Who can bring me through expect the one who planned all this?
I trust in HIm. even though i know its hard. but i rather choose to trust in God.

hmm..today's support im not late haha PTL for great friend like David and rena and jasmine.
They go extra mile to give me Morning call haha ya u didnt c wrongly.. :P

I really wanna thank God for shortlisted me to plan the Usher section Christmas Outing!
O man im so HappY hApi haha there's 7 of us to do a great job. Im very excited to do a good job.

wao~ i think i make very very good friends with DEcember Babes haha u knw what?
start from 01-Dec, i will hAv 7 and more friends' Birthday!!! hahaha Indeed its a season of giving!!
Fighting!! JIa U, Sing Yee.

God Bless

There's so many things in my little brain right now.
Have no idea where to start and how to organise them.
How i wish everything can be clear all at once.

I saw this quote saying
...
forget about the quote, anyway it means if you can
overcome your
problem, you are consider to be successful.

Success. Anyone wants it. BUt not many pp
wan to be an overcomer. Guess, im one of them.
ha sound so discourage.. anyway
im very sorry for frz ard me during this 2 week.
Gave u a lot of trouble. Im trying my best to recover
from this sickness. Hope that next week, im able to
attend scl everyday. :p


Take care.