ok i need to write this down,
i lost my bible. How on earth can a christian lose her bible?
i was so lost...i was very disappointed cos its my 2nd bible but the first one
that i brought by myself. i still can remember how i saved up that huge sum of money
to buy the most important in my life.

i hope this is not true. . . . i believe sowing and reaping. As i sow a bible in my life,
which means i buy it and i will reap by reading it. As in if you spend your money to buy
something you will learn to treasure it and use it more often. so i don really believe in buying bible for others unless...special reason.

oK let me continue to pour out...
kenneth shared with us during cg.
Dont Give Up in your life. Expect what can be expected and expect what cannot be
expected too. There SURE will be trial & tribulations. We SURELY will go through valleies.
BUt we are also in the palm of God. If we say i give up in my life, we will fall out of God's palm.
Even God tries to catch you, you still say no i don want, God wont force you.

Stay on in God's palm, went ThrouGh the trials. Only then God's glory can be shown.
Only then we can Grow. I really want to thank God to let me know kenneth, he's the only one CGL who keeping telling me Not to quit. Dont Give up. Stay on. Trust in God. Have faith.
If not for his words, i wont be here where i am now. i would have quited long ago and wondering what's the purpose in living.

though i've been with God around 4 years plus, i still can say, my life with Jesus is only just getting started. i can feel there's new places, new things God wanna show me. It's not ending.
The show has just began. =D